FRUSTRATION

"There are times when I swear the men in our lives are there simply to remind us that we deserve something better. I mean, there isn't anything specific that gives me this impression, but just a general feeling ... and if we actually lived together on this ship, I know I would have committed murder long before now.

"Luckily, I'm not alone in my opinion on this matter ... apparently, B'Elanna is similarly tormented by Tom from time to time. Of course, they are married ... whereas Chakotay and are not. I wonder how she stands it. But then, I know how ... she comes to me for a few hours, to talk things over, and otherwise ease her anxieties, to our mutual gratification.

"There is a down side to our relationship, however; she knows she can come to me at any time, but since she lives with Tom, I don't have that same option open to me. Tonight, I could really use some solace, and a bit of tension relief ... the kind that only B'Elanna can give me ... but she isn't here, and I can't call her, and ask her to come to my quarters."

There is a long silence, then Kathryn continues, "grrrrr ... I hate this. The constant waiting for her to come to me. It just adds to my frustration, and makes matters worse.

"You know, I told myself when she and Tom got married that things would change between us, but B'Elanna assured me that they wouldn't, and after a while, I listened to her ... and now ... now I find myself in this condition, with no relief in sight.

"I can't do it any longer. Tomorrow, I must confront B'Elanna, and tell her that I can no longer share her with Tom. Then, perhaps I'll be able to find some peace."

**chirp**

Kathryn looks up, startled by the sound. Reflexively, she says, "Come," without thinking.

As the door opens, B'Elanna slips into her room, and quickly crosses to where Kathryn is sitting, throwing herself into her Captain's arms. There are tears in her eyes, as she mumbles, "Tom and I had a fight ... can I stay here tonight?"

"Of course, my love ... for as long as you'd like."

The end